Mar 21, 2012 8:33 AM
sorry seems to be the hardest word to believe
no matter how much you apologize, sometimes its just not enough to ensure others that you really are. i use to have a clear grasp of my future, i use to have plans to control my life. but now im still drifting away. i dont know when will i ever land on the ground and start running towards the future.
so i guess this is an apology to everyone whom i continuously dissapoint.
im sorry because ive wasted all the knowledge i should have taken and for all the effort i neglected to become better at my studies.
im sorry u have to repeatedly listen to me whining about what has gone pass and see me mourn about it still. it must be tiring seeing me with all my fcked up unstable emotions.
im sorry i made u love me when i dont deserve to be loved. u have given me everything, yet ive given u nothing back other than pain from my grieving.
im sorry im not the person i used to be. the person who would love to go out and see the world together, being wild and careless together. i cant be that person right now.
so i guess this is an apology to everyone whom i continuously dissapoint.
im sorry because ive wasted all the knowledge i should have taken and for all the effort i neglected to become better at my studies.
im sorry u have to repeatedly listen to me whining about what has gone pass and see me mourn about it still. it must be tiring seeing me with all my fcked up unstable emotions.
im sorry i made u love me when i dont deserve to be loved. u have given me everything, yet ive given u nothing back other than pain from my grieving.
im sorry im not the person i used to be. the person who would love to go out and see the world together, being wild and careless together. i cant be that person right now.
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